Monday, November 19, 2012

Smile.

"Lynnie, can you give me a smile? Why? Because your smile can seriously make someone's day. I know it has the ability to make my day. Because those ten teeth are meant to be showed off, no matter their imperfections. Because your eyes lights up when you smile, with a light that could brighten everybody's day."

So I did. I smiled. What you didn't notice is how much my heart hurt, how much that forced smile used up every ounce of strength I have. Sigh. You say you can hear the happiness through my voice, you can see the happiness through my pictures. But have you ever wondered if the happiness is real? Yes, I'm happy most of the time, but then there are times when I feel sad too.

Can you stop using me? I'm not here just to hear your problems and help you solve them, you know...





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Blank features.

Sunday, November 18, 2012

Everyday.

Take a look at this picture. The first thing you can see is...? My eye bags. *faints* At least that's what I can see. Ohemgee. It's. So. Terrible. Horrible. Worst than vegetables. Sigh. This is all because of my sinus. I read somewhere that when your sinuses are inflamed your eye bags would be worst. :/ Oh well. My eyes have been very dry lately too. Pfft.

So... today's the last day of my one-week holiday. Oh. Em. Gee. Time flies...Good thing I spent this whole week 'wisely'... Hanging out with friends, eating good food, shopping, more eating... :P At least I didn't just rot in my bedroom. Still have reports to do. And an assignment. Procrastinator ahoy! :P Oh well. Off to doing those things then. (I'd most probably end up watching movies on Youtube :P)




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Thursday, November 15, 2012

Review : Skinlite Oxygen Bubble Mask

I was looking around for masks the other day when I came across this sachet of mask. I've read a few reviews on face masks that foams up in some blogs but I've never got to try it so I grabbed it immediately :P

"Skinlite Clean & Bright Oxygen Bubble Mask 'Peach' immediately turns into oxygen-rich foam, revitalizing skin with oxygen as it deep-cleanses, exfoliates, and massages skin. The oxygen foam deeply penetrates into the skin to eliminate pore-clogging impurities, blackheads and dead skin cells, while it helps brighten uneven skin tones. Peach Extract moisturizes and re-illuminates dull skin. Papaya, Green Tea and Bamboo Extract leaves skin soft and supple."

The mask actually has a very thick consistency, sort of like condensed milk. What you do is to apply it on cleansed, DRY face. There's a warning on the back that says that wet skin (face and hands) may prevent the mask from lathering up. There was enough product in a sachet to create a thin layer on my face. At first, I was a bit skeptical because the mask was so thick but there was very little mask in the sachet. But then...

It actually foamed up! So you don't really need a thick layer. Thin layers will do. It foamed up really well, and there was this fizzy sound that the mask made that I loved :P Anyways, after the mask has done doing it's magic and foaming up, what you do is you massage the foam as if you would a cleanser. The foam is actually surprisingly dense, and won't drip all over. After all the foam disappeared, you'll have to wash the mask off with warm water. I hate the washing off part the most, because the mask is really hard to wash off. I recommend you applying this mask in the shower, but make sure your skin is dry first!

My skin did look a bit more refreshed and brighter after the mask. But in terms of deep cleansing, I don't think the mask worked that well. Oh well. I loved the fizzy concept though. One thing good about this mask? It didn't dry my skin up :)

The Skinlite Oxygen Bubble Mask is available at Sasa outlets nationwide for RM6.90 each. They're having a promotion now where you can buy two for RM10. :)


I'm sorry about the blurry pictures. The lighting in my room is really bad at night :/ And it's like 2AM now so... Double :/. Oh well.




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Saturday, November 10, 2012

Do it like you should.

"You've got this life and while you've got it, you'd better kiss like you only have one moment, try to hold someone's hand like you will never get another chance to, look into people's eyes like they're the last you'll ever see, watch someone sleeping like there's no time left, jump if you feel like jumping, run if you feel like running, play music in your head when there's none, and eat cake like it's the only one left in the world!"

I must admit. I've been busy. Very busy til the point where I rarely get to speak with mm, my friends, etc. But the thing is, I'm living my life. I really am. So you should too. :) Because there shouldn't be any excuses for not living like there's no tomorrow every day.





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Friday, November 9, 2012

Nomadic feelings.

Have you ever listened to songs and have your brain wander around differently according to the songs you listened? My feelings are like nomads when I listen to songs. When the song is about love, I'd be feeling all romantic. When it's about life, I'd feel inspired. When it's about death, I'd feel all deep and shit. Which is why I have multiple playlists in my phone. Happy, Blah, and Emo. XD

Then there are songs that would transport me to places where I'd feel nothing. Where when I listen to I'd really be transported to this place where I can feel the nothingness in me. Where all the nomads no longer move, and stay still in a point. Where everything from the outside world is nonexistent. Where I wouldn't give a damn about what everyone else is thinking. Or what I'm thinking. Where I set myself free.

Now, as I'm writing this, I'm close to that point. The really, really liberating songs haven't arrived yet. Or I wouldn't be writing this anymore. Oh well. I love you guys! Just sayin'. :D




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Fly away.

Tuesday, November 6, 2012

Bitchy.

I just realized how bitchy I can be at times. Time to tone down that bitchiness, I guess. Or I'd be hated by girls all over campus.

To tell you the truth, I really don't think I'm that much of a bitch. Thing is... I treat all my guy friends as like brothers, because I don't really fall for people easily. Even if I do fall for them, I will keep it in a still, secret spot. Anyways, because I treat everyone like brothers, I naturally will be close to all of them. I guess some people will get jealous. I didn't even think about that! My bad. I'll keep my distance :P






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Monday, November 5, 2012

Crushes.

Jeez. I feel like a high school student all over. Having crushes on someone, people having crushes on me. Oh me, oh my, what have I gotten myself into? Grow up, Lynnie! I'm giggling like a 5-year-old, blushing like a 13-year-old and acting like a 12-year-old :P Oh well. I'm gonna get over it soon.

Ah. I just realize how bad I look. My eyebags, my pimples, my skin... I have no idea what's happening to me. Lack of sleep, maybe? Too many things to handle. Too many emotions to feel. Too many situations to process. I need sleep! I'm happy though. Really, really happy. In a way, all of these things are so exhilarating I feel like I'm living my life to the max.





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Sunday, November 4, 2012

Warmth.

I've seen countless numbers of cold, heartless people in this world. These people lack the warmth needed to keep the fire in their soul running. They weren't loved, they didn't have a shoulder to lean on. The ice that built up in their heart wasn't picked away by concerned people. Their loneliness made slowly turned them cold. Their stare is so empty and hollow it'll make you shiver.

I'm glad I'm warm enough I give warmth to people around me. I look at these cold, heartless people and I can't help but want to reach out to them, and try to melt the ice away. Sometimes I get frostbite from doing so, but I continue on, not wanting to give up on them like everyone else. Sometimes my emotions get hurt in the process. Sometimes these people found warmth and forget me. I don't mind, really.

But recently I find myself getting colder. When people start betraying me, I realize how cold I can become, how cold I should become to face this world. I don't want to, though. I don't want to become these soulless, cold, heartless people. But circumstances... is not by my side. It seems like everyone is beckoning me to become a soulless person.

I'll stay strong, though. I'll keep finding the firewood to make the fire continue burning. Even when it turns into ember, I'll still continue providing warmth to people. Because that's how I promised to live my life, and this is how I'm going to live my life. Comforters are made for a reason, no? ;)




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The endless circle of life.